I am going to be okay I say
My heart will beat over again
I can keep it together with all my best
Even when I think of running away
I’ve made mistakes like push people away and going my own way
But I know some still loves me anyway
Like my Father who is in heaven
Like my mother and my true friends
Although I am far away from them
I do cry at night to myself
I can’t help but think of an embrace
An embrace that can express
Expressions of gentleness, kindness
concern, and indulgence
It is not easy to be myself to fight myself
should I still keep my interests existent?
or should I terminate my own existence?
they say it’s a blessing to have a brain
but being a thinker? it just drains me to death
Oh my dearest self, I tell myself
You’re going to be okay
Your heart will beat all over again
because you are a fighter
there’s still a lot to learn and face
a lot to experience, a lot to expect
a lot to appreciate and acknowledge
Just always remember to refresh
Continue to participate and be aware
and discover that kismet can also be kept
as long as love still remains
~ M. Salonga
