On the run feeling numb
For I am losing the sun
Slowly losing my breath
Just trying to do my best
My eyes filled with tears
Self-pity and overthinking
All these demons in my head
Here I am, frightened
Know that I need you still
I try to keep myself still
I hope you remember
the love we spent and dreamt
We used to live for tomorrow
Chasing after our own rainbow
Now we’re just strangers
In a place called nowhere
You have always seen me
You have always loved me
Know that I need you still
I try to keep myself still
Monsters are now my companion
No ones going to catch when I fall
I only see a beautiful dead end
If I live, the only fool is myself
For every memory crushes me
I can only hear broken symphonies
My beating heart hurts like hell
I’m just pining for death, my friend
~ M. Salonga
