I cried one at night
I cried waking up
Praying loud to God
To help me stand up
or just end my life
All i see is black
For there is no love
I could think of mom
my last straw to life
but were miles apart
Alone in the dark
with my thoughts & mind
so i write it up
my way to survive
I am a Christian
might be in the light
but my sight is blind
or mind filled with clouds
Keep moving forward
says my little heart
Just please write it up
a way to survive
says my little heart
~ Marianne Salonga
Im waiting for you for so long
you say you don’t have any worth
but you are more than gold
you said you are alone
but I am here all along
it’s time for you to move on
just let my love pour
let me in your world
you are tired and worn
rest in my unseen love
our separation won’t stop love
you’re eyes are closed
time to open it now
you don’t get me down
just let me in your world
I am a beautiful chaos
confuse and somehow lost
I know which way to go
but I chose another road
the pathway full of questions
why is this wrong?
where did I go wrong?
how did this go wrong?
what is so wrong?
who is wrong?
then I found myself crying
I stopped and sleep
then sit and speak
asking please to nobody
asking of saving me
then I realize I am being carried
by a majestic yearling
I am leaning
I am resting
I am in peace
I don’t know why
but I heard the voice of light
“You are my beloved
I will never live nor forsake you”
~ M. Salonga
