Write My Cries

I cried one at night

I cried waking up

Praying loud to God

To help me stand up

or just end my life

All i see is black

For there is no love

I could think of mom

my last straw to life

but were miles apart

Alone in the dark

with my thoughts & mind

so i write it up

my way to survive

I am a Christian

might be in the light

but my sight is blind

or mind filled with clouds

Keep moving forward

says my little heart

Just please write it up

a way to survive

says my little heart

~ Marianne Salonga

By Himself

Im waiting for you for so long
you say you don’t have any worth
but you are more than gold
you said you are alone
but I am here all along
it’s time for you to move on
just let my love pour
let me in your world
you are tired and worn
rest in my unseen love
our separation won’t stop love
you’re eyes are closed
time to open it now
you don’t get me down
just let me in your world

Beloved

I am a beautiful chaos
confuse and somehow lost
I know which way to go
but I chose another road
the pathway full of questions
why is this wrong?
where did I go wrong?
how did this go wrong?
what is so wrong?
who is wrong?
then I found myself crying
I stopped and sleep
then sit and speak
asking please to nobody
asking of saving me
then I realize I am being carried
by a majestic yearling
I am leaning
I am resting
I am in peace
I don’t know why
but I heard the voice of light
“You are my beloved
I will never live nor forsake you”

~ M. Salonga