I cried one at night
I cried waking up
Praying loud to God
To help me stand up
or just end my life
All i see is black
For there is no love
I could think of mom
my last straw to life
but were miles apart
Alone in the dark
with my thoughts & mind
so i write it up
my way to survive
I am a Christian
might be in the light
but my sight is blind
or mind filled with clouds
Keep moving forward
says my little heart
Just please write it up
a way to survive
says my little heart
~ Marianne Salonga