I Am Going To Be Okay

I am going to be okay I say

My heart will beat over again

I can keep it together with all my best

Even when I think of running away

I’ve made mistakes like push people away and going my own way

But I know some still loves me anyway

Like my Father who is in heaven

Like my mother and my true friends

Although I am far away from them

I do cry at night to myself

I can’t help but think of an embrace

An embrace that can express

Expressions of gentleness, kindness

concern, and indulgence

It is not easy to be myself to fight myself

should I still keep my interests existent?

or should I terminate my own existence?

they say it’s a blessing to have a brain

but being a thinker? it just drains me to death

Oh my dearest self, I tell myself

You’re going to be okay

Your heart will beat all over again

because you are a fighter

there’s still a lot to learn and face

a lot to experience, a lot to expect

a lot to appreciate and acknowledge

Just always remember to refresh

Continue to participate and be aware

and discover that kismet can also be kept

as long as love still remains

~ M. Salonga

Sparks Fly

My memory of you is always at night

Where I can see the city lights behind

I remember your funny looking smile

I can see your eyes staring at me

I kind of pretended that I did not see

I just enjoyed feeling like I am in the land of milk and honey

Is it just me? but I have never felt this kind of electricity in my heart, beating.

I am just wondering and believing that the universe made you for me

The joys of dating, keeping memories

keeping feelings, it might be fleeting

But I am truly proud of whatever this moment is…

At least I can say I have experience it

~ M.S

Delete and Reset

I love looking at old photos, I love the memories of it all

It makes me remember the fun, It makes me remember the life

Here I am deleting some of it, I don’t want to dwell in it

I commanded my mind to reset, and to embrace change

It is letting go of the bad and keeping the best

Reseting gives me freedom and I hope it makes sense

Deleting and reseting isn’t a waste, its just a time to reflect

Time to leave it all, Live it on, and believe in more

I love looking at old photos, I love the memories of it all

It makes me remember the fun, It makes me remember the life

Here I am deleting some of it, I don’t want to dwell in it.

~M.S

I Got To Know You

Tell me how to get out of this mess
I’m afraid I would be taken away
I am just asking for help
But no one seems to care

This anxiety is massive
I am lonely and down
So much fears and worries
Show me the way out

But then I got to know you
You made a way to break through
I thought I wasn’t worth being around
but you definitely turned it around

I got to know you
it saved me from my doom
What you have was love
it brought me back to life

I got to know you
when I was still in gloom
the night is gone
and your keeping my heart alive

~M.S

You are a Different One

You don’t always say a lot
But in you I have found love
My heart is what you have won
You are a different one
Before,
I have fallen for words
I believe in every word
but sooner and later 
they have hurt me with words
You are a different one
After those hurtful words,
I don’t believe in love anymore
I thought they say honest words
Well I was very wrong
But then,
I met you 
a man of little words
You were just full of action
It was okay with you
that I don’t trust you
But now,
I have fallen for you 
My trust for you is beyond
It’s all because you are a different one
You love and show how
You give and teach me how
You understand and tell me how
You like me and tell me why
Tomorrow is another day to fall in love
to let my trust soar high
let your few words and actions
of love pour out
Truly, you are a different one

~M.Salonga

By Himself

Im waiting for you for so long
you say you don’t have any worth
but you are more than gold
you said you are alone
but I am here all along
it’s time for you to move on
just let my love pour
let me in your world
you are tired and worn
rest in my unseen love
our separation won’t stop love
you’re eyes are closed
time to open it now
you don’t get me down
just let me in your world

Live Leave

I have live
I don’t want to leave
I have dreams
Inside of me
I’ll go after it
I’ll chase after it
But I can’t,
Mr. Anti-dreams
Will get me
Eat me
Kill me
But,
I am a soldier
And a warrior
Fight for it
Go for it
But I can’t,
Mr. Anti-dreams
Will assassinate me
Eradicate me

Annihilate me
But,
I am the leader
And a master
Adjure!
Charge!
But I can’t

Mr. Anti-dreams,
Will take me into hell
Will snatch me into hell
I say
I have a dream
Inside of me
I have not attain it
So I have not live
I am going to leave”

~ M. Salonga

For The One I Love

Oh to the great above
here my cry
for the I one love
rescue him from wrong morals
give him true freedom
his heart full of hatred
i cannot bear
overtake oh mighty one
give him freedom
have compassion
break the chains now
make him new
He needs you
Let him know you more
For you are so much more
And there is more
Oh God you are more
All he’ll ever need is you

Beloved

I am a beautiful chaos
confuse and somehow lost
I know which way to go
but I chose another road
the pathway full of questions
why is this wrong?
where did I go wrong?
how did this go wrong?
what is so wrong?
who is wrong?
then I found myself crying
I stopped and sleep
then sit and speak
asking please to nobody
asking of saving me
then I realize I am being carried
by a majestic yearling
I am leaning
I am resting
I am in peace
I don’t know why
but I heard the voice of light
“You are my beloved
I will never live nor forsake you”

~ M. Salonga